Day of Implementation / Original: Wednesday, November 4, 2009 at 5:28pm
All of them shall suffer that day
Revenge for the fraudulent time
Briskly be controlled by dread of life
Do it foul and dirty as I order
Not easy brusque slitting as they wish
I am the chosen fryer and everyone my fish
Demand gore and blood to spray all over
Disassembling their eyes and its swathe
Completely destroy the source of ashamed
Solution for abuse as along all seasons I felt
Corrupt and prepare human flesh to eat
I don't feel any mercy for your past shit
No haste and hysteria around the kitchen
Main slaughter is very considered and cold
Planned massacre against who did tease before
Against group who constantly ruined his soul
Day of suffering arrived once in the world
But no alive witness, that why the story was never told
Saturday, November 21, 2009
By His Hands
By His Hands / Original: Sunday, November 1, 2009 at 7:54pm
Through the chaos I create and disable
Derive the pleasure from my property of them
Ruin and produce and control the disorder
Decide their options and declare the border
By movement of finger they die or being born
Green hills or a desert or an ocean to live
Generate the present and writing the past
And future, to let it exist I just want their trust
Oh, there is a problem below my hands
Seems to be war or an atomic event
Well, sometimes by no choice I go nutsI delete their world and kick to grave their butts
Through the chaos I create and disable
Derive the pleasure from my property of them
Ruin and produce and control the disorder
Decide their options and declare the border
By movement of finger they die or being born
Green hills or a desert or an ocean to live
Generate the present and writing the past
And future, to let it exist I just want their trust
Oh, there is a problem below my hands
Seems to be war or an atomic event
Well, sometimes by no choice I go nutsI delete their world and kick to grave their butts
Money
Money / Original: Saturday, October 31, 2009 at 10:39pm
Oh money, where are you hiding now?
Through eternity of the web optional so much
Instruments, music, some special coins or a draw
Varied and joyful it is all colored
America's Dollars or the GBP of England
Too many ways led by too many objects
Variety there is so impressive and grand
But I yet don't have the needed use
Oh money, where are you hiding now?
I need you, I look for you
To reach the item and reach the dream
Oh money, where are you hiding now?
Heed me, I am here for you
Join our journey to the desirable's achieve
Can't work now but I'll do the same at future
Even rare and uncommon may be mine
Just need to devote the weary days for it
Somehow to fit collection as I wanted in my wish
Oh money, where are you hiding now?
I need you, I look for you
To reach the item and reach the dream
Oh money, where are you hiding now?
Please show up and soothe my willAnd on the way verify that you are real
Oh money, where are you hiding now?
Through eternity of the web optional so much
Instruments, music, some special coins or a draw
Varied and joyful it is all colored
America's Dollars or the GBP of England
Too many ways led by too many objects
Variety there is so impressive and grand
But I yet don't have the needed use
Oh money, where are you hiding now?
I need you, I look for you
To reach the item and reach the dream
Oh money, where are you hiding now?
Heed me, I am here for you
Join our journey to the desirable's achieve
Can't work now but I'll do the same at future
Even rare and uncommon may be mine
Just need to devote the weary days for it
Somehow to fit collection as I wanted in my wish
Oh money, where are you hiding now?
I need you, I look for you
To reach the item and reach the dream
Oh money, where are you hiding now?
Please show up and soothe my willAnd on the way verify that you are real
Saturday, November 14, 2009
Continuation of Old Days
Continuation of Old Days / Original: Thursday, October 29, 2009 at 11:54pm
Say honest words
Something that really can't happen
Tools as failed tries to get prepared
Spell decent signs
Uncontrollable tradition of fatigue
Dreamy tryst can turn me overjoyed
Whereas I, I just stand and watch
Reddening in freeze mode alone
Uptight never but maybe submissive
Inasmuch I don't decide results
Privately view the creation of obedience
Nothing lasts but my dream to fulfill
Without any chance rejects
No way to reduce importance
And even after declaring of surrender
Yet no idea if freedom is better
If as a negligible power I'll be loosened
I am constantly following unreachable
Say honest words
Something that really can't happen
Tools as failed tries to get prepared
Spell decent signs
Uncontrollable tradition of fatigue
Dreamy tryst can turn me overjoyed
Whereas I, I just stand and watch
Reddening in freeze mode alone
Uptight never but maybe submissive
Inasmuch I don't decide results
Privately view the creation of obedience
Nothing lasts but my dream to fulfill
Without any chance rejects
No way to reduce importance
And even after declaring of surrender
Yet no idea if freedom is better
If as a negligible power I'll be loosened
I am constantly following unreachable
Undistinguished
Undistinguished / Original: Wednesday, October 28, 2009 at 7:50pm
Muted reproaches causing no results
It became so obvious and for few of them droll
Disgusting sentences resounded by all
Three pure remain but how can trust rolls?
Led by the weakness and by others' awful lips
Words of desolation harm but do not forge
Surreptitiously berating and nobody hears
Cannot save inside and the rest to quickly gorge
So one sullies others and it works as a wheel
Can't respect a little or say in face what they feel
Listening shame and standing by nerves of steel
If you that clever I dare you to make your sounds peal
But day by day it's still happening
Their weakness is probably too strong
All in all you shame nobody but yourself
Learn to live and honor even it is undistinguished
Muted reproaches causing no results
It became so obvious and for few of them droll
Disgusting sentences resounded by all
Three pure remain but how can trust rolls?
Led by the weakness and by others' awful lips
Words of desolation harm but do not forge
Surreptitiously berating and nobody hears
Cannot save inside and the rest to quickly gorge
So one sullies others and it works as a wheel
Can't respect a little or say in face what they feel
Listening shame and standing by nerves of steel
If you that clever I dare you to make your sounds peal
But day by day it's still happening
Their weakness is probably too strong
All in all you shame nobody but yourself
Learn to live and honor even it is undistinguished
Draw the City Black
Draw the City Black / Original: Tuesday, October 27, 2009 at 7:42pm
Blackening of all streets
Empty of people and empty of life there's no movement
Silence besets the roads as the sky is shading darkness
Beneath the infinity there's a fucking still
24 hours of town's people to be disappeared remoter
City is gone and lost away from their past chosen
Buildings of steel and enormous copper lumps
Metal and iron and wooden garbage above the bumps
On paper there's city painted black
Its gain is also its problematic lack
Men's fucks have been resolved but voice (is) erased too
No way they all vanished now, it's can't be true
Blackening of all streets
Empty of people and empty of life there's no movement
No blood's being spilled and nobody gets his wage
No people on the airplane or inside the cage
On paper there's city painted black
Its gain is also its problematic lack
And how its citizens waned, became invisible
Calm belong to deads, air is the only capable
Beneath the infinity there's a fucking still
Blackening of all streets
Empty of people and empty of life there's no movement
Silence besets the roads as the sky is shading darkness
Beneath the infinity there's a fucking still
24 hours of town's people to be disappeared remoter
City is gone and lost away from their past chosen
Buildings of steel and enormous copper lumps
Metal and iron and wooden garbage above the bumps
On paper there's city painted black
Its gain is also its problematic lack
Men's fucks have been resolved but voice (is) erased too
No way they all vanished now, it's can't be true
Blackening of all streets
Empty of people and empty of life there's no movement
No blood's being spilled and nobody gets his wage
No people on the airplane or inside the cage
On paper there's city painted black
Its gain is also its problematic lack
And how its citizens waned, became invisible
Calm belong to deads, air is the only capable
Beneath the infinity there's a fucking still
Bequeathing Chaos
Bequeathing Chaos / Original: Sunday, October 25, 2009 at 6:19pm
As the announcement of trumpet resounded
Belligerency was declared in public
I left all stuff behind and held my horse
Jumped over Seal and flew out of the worse
Between two hills the hidden vale located
Safely and alone I brought myself to valley
And how I wonder if I'm just a kind of coward
Barrage of unknown fills the sky, I continue forward
Dale is already far away at back
But sound of the bombs doesn't give up
Too afraid to change my way even for a second
I still wonder why I'm a weakling instead of super legend
Ahead I see enemy's gang and sweat appears on me
A place I can stash myself doesn't exist around
I jump again on Seal and turn 180 degrees
I shall win the fear and start fighting for my state
Anew I collect my valor and prepare my mind
Crossing the open field and reaching hill again
On eastern hillside I climb up to highest point
Raise my gaze at bottom and watch my burning land
Unexplainable bravery yet controlled my body
Through the otherside's brae I went down to disorder
Across the battlefield I split their arms and belly
And Seal helped by make their bodies jelly
Beset I was by few remains of them
But they also felt my sword very close
Bedeviling them I ruined the untrained forlorns
I realized my forces really banishing all away
Their temporary casern is burning in pure fire
Flames destroy the rest I had no chance to kill
Alight I leave deads and injureds and go homeward
Speak in front of my people, is it that hard?
"My dad and previous king is now below grave
And sorry for my absence, I came back to lead again
Due to some troubles I was out of town
Now I have to cope with my dead father's crown"
As the announcement of trumpet resounded
Belligerency was declared in public
I left all stuff behind and held my horse
Jumped over Seal and flew out of the worse
Between two hills the hidden vale located
Safely and alone I brought myself to valley
And how I wonder if I'm just a kind of coward
Barrage of unknown fills the sky, I continue forward
Dale is already far away at back
But sound of the bombs doesn't give up
Too afraid to change my way even for a second
I still wonder why I'm a weakling instead of super legend
Ahead I see enemy's gang and sweat appears on me
A place I can stash myself doesn't exist around
I jump again on Seal and turn 180 degrees
I shall win the fear and start fighting for my state
Anew I collect my valor and prepare my mind
Crossing the open field and reaching hill again
On eastern hillside I climb up to highest point
Raise my gaze at bottom and watch my burning land
Unexplainable bravery yet controlled my body
Through the otherside's brae I went down to disorder
Across the battlefield I split their arms and belly
And Seal helped by make their bodies jelly
Beset I was by few remains of them
But they also felt my sword very close
Bedeviling them I ruined the untrained forlorns
I realized my forces really banishing all away
Their temporary casern is burning in pure fire
Flames destroy the rest I had no chance to kill
Alight I leave deads and injureds and go homeward
Speak in front of my people, is it that hard?
"My dad and previous king is now below grave
And sorry for my absence, I came back to lead again
Due to some troubles I was out of town
Now I have to cope with my dead father's crown"
Bleeding Hearts
Bleeding Hearts / Original: Saturday, October 24, 2009 at 2:25am
All of them who's full of shit
Victimizing themselves upon the dirt
Against them I own no shame beside
Complaining apart, together have none
Hypocrisy besieges their words in rows
Claims versus others with no base
Better than all they feel always right
Time to remind they're just society's blight
No care about apology, just silence
No apology, just quiet off your lips
Rinse your tainted foolish mouth
Tones of crap to spill them forward
Spent potency shall shut up now
I take bleeding hearts out of law
No care about apology, just silence
No apology, just quiet off your lips
No care about apology, just silence
No apology, just quiet off your lips
All of them who's full of shit
Victimizing themselves upon the dirt
Against them I own no shame beside
Complaining apart, together have none
Hypocrisy besieges their words in rows
Claims versus others with no base
Better than all they feel always right
Time to remind they're just society's blight
No care about apology, just silence
No apology, just quiet off your lips
Rinse your tainted foolish mouth
Tones of crap to spill them forward
Spent potency shall shut up now
I take bleeding hearts out of law
No care about apology, just silence
No apology, just quiet off your lips
No care about apology, just silence
No apology, just quiet off your lips
Heart's Imprisonment
Heart's Imprisonment / Original: Monday, October 19, 2009 at 11:50pm
Dared to it by their abundance
And fell by kingdom's wrongs
Can not avoid of faith as it is
No chance of stop being his
Deriving last liquid of still
Beneath the secret reign
Anew won't rebuild its aim
Individualism lost by other's strength
Fall and spring and fall repeat
Caged behind transparent tools
Seventeen years they (were) used to it
Time which gone and past for death
With hidden skills he reads their mind
Lies led by more lies and silence
Sealed of excitement and massive stress
A murder he committed but no regrets exist
Buried without a point of understanding
Why so closed they were 'till end
Dangerous person, dangerous desires
Danger of love for incorrect people
Dared to it by their abundance
And fell by kingdom's wrongs
Can not avoid of faith as it is
No chance of stop being his
Deriving last liquid of still
Beneath the secret reign
Anew won't rebuild its aim
Individualism lost by other's strength
Fall and spring and fall repeat
Caged behind transparent tools
Seventeen years they (were) used to it
Time which gone and past for death
With hidden skills he reads their mind
Lies led by more lies and silence
Sealed of excitement and massive stress
A murder he committed but no regrets exist
Buried without a point of understanding
Why so closed they were 'till end
Dangerous person, dangerous desires
Danger of love for incorrect people
Friday, November 13, 2009
My Weakness
My Weakness / Original: Friday, October 16, 2009 at 8:58pm
Ambiguity story which never ends
A shadow against the side who needs
See four years reappear in front
Shall I rout that fate of you?
Carry me somewhere safe, anybody
Guard me of the silent finish beyond
Permanent life I'd have to change once
There's no enough grace beside the rest
Private pact between me and myself is saying
Stop letting simple words and wishes fade away
And I sense of the weakness because this voice
Shattered and aware of the shade I can't defeat
It's routine again, repeated over and over
Couldn't be with you longer, time for you to leave
Maybe I need this broken desire by the stronger
I don't reach love, but I still reach hope
Since 1 September 2005 'till now, I still grope for solution. No reason for weakness but the word named "feel". Its words are the most painful, its short funny face can raise my bliss inside. And I doubt if even real love will destroy this thing.You are unreachable. Forever I'll search for you.
Ambiguity story which never ends
A shadow against the side who needs
See four years reappear in front
Shall I rout that fate of you?
Carry me somewhere safe, anybody
Guard me of the silent finish beyond
Permanent life I'd have to change once
There's no enough grace beside the rest
Private pact between me and myself is saying
Stop letting simple words and wishes fade away
And I sense of the weakness because this voice
Shattered and aware of the shade I can't defeat
It's routine again, repeated over and over
Couldn't be with you longer, time for you to leave
Maybe I need this broken desire by the stronger
I don't reach love, but I still reach hope
Since 1 September 2005 'till now, I still grope for solution. No reason for weakness but the word named "feel". Its words are the most painful, its short funny face can raise my bliss inside. And I doubt if even real love will destroy this thing.You are unreachable. Forever I'll search for you.
Demote/Distance
Demote/Distance / Original: Tuesday, October 06, 2009 at 11:23pm
Debriefing and relieving and taking care for all
He will reach required as he named the main goal
No wage or something else to be given
Doesn't want others not to come and leaven
Demote the refugee for being what he is
Fighting to achieve during you are hiding in your lees
Not a choice but what reality made
Decide the process to turn world right and left
Somatosensory painful place influencing wallet too
No desensitization about missed hours for a real clue
Demote the victim for being what he is
Fighting to achieve during you are hiding in your lees
And by dealing with location beside earth's edge or remoter
No chance to stash the truth from perforated pocket
Hundreds miles away he calls the faith one time only
But durable punishment forever will keep him lonely
Punishment of distance
Demote the survivor for being what he is
Barren sacrifice of bare land will accomplish nothing
Debriefing and relieving and taking care for all
He will reach required as he named the main goal
No wage or something else to be given
Doesn't want others not to come and leaven
Demote the refugee for being what he is
Fighting to achieve during you are hiding in your lees
Not a choice but what reality made
Decide the process to turn world right and left
Somatosensory painful place influencing wallet too
No desensitization about missed hours for a real clue
Demote the victim for being what he is
Fighting to achieve during you are hiding in your lees
And by dealing with location beside earth's edge or remoter
No chance to stash the truth from perforated pocket
Hundreds miles away he calls the faith one time only
But durable punishment forever will keep him lonely
Punishment of distance
Demote the survivor for being what he is
Barren sacrifice of bare land will accomplish nothing
Break of Stillness
Break of Stillness / Original: Monday, October 05, 2009 at 11:16pm
Why the hell cars are my own place to fear and learn?
Again I scream and your eyes are just closed before the turn
"Daddy! Stop it! Stop it" I shout and you're kind of deaf
I can't believe I see the certain fall because that miff
You open it and quick enough to stop the truck
I sit and wonder if you are crazy or just on crack
These times I can look at you only as a piece of shit
'Why couldn't you be someone else instead of it?'
By writing and splashing I keep spilling out hardest fucks
Even you can't stop yelling for a moment they're stayin' sucks
Your opinion worth nothing for me, I told you
You should know that no support is also no connection
Dyeing walls won't help you hide me and be the family's awesome
You made me, cope with the outcome!
Being suave and chatting neighbors hide scars in front of them only
And since you enjoy ignoring me you make us both too lonely
I am here, beside you! Why can't you glance me at least this time?
I exist, I wanna hear you! I didn't do any crime but being yours
Even commands you don't order me to carry out
No rebukes or love or anything I'd like to hear you shout
Eating alone, playing alone, living alone solely for myself
Despite you here it's like nobody beside me kept
"Daddy! I need you! Why does everything like that?
Maybe I'm apathetic but I want my childhood's father back
I don't know who created this distance, I really don't remember
But during all the silent years I'm still your family member"
"It's OK" I see your lips but feel you have so many things to say
By embrace I feel recharging, we'll live together another day
Why the hell cars are my own place to fear and learn?
Again I scream and your eyes are just closed before the turn
"Daddy! Stop it! Stop it" I shout and you're kind of deaf
I can't believe I see the certain fall because that miff
You open it and quick enough to stop the truck
I sit and wonder if you are crazy or just on crack
These times I can look at you only as a piece of shit
'Why couldn't you be someone else instead of it?'
By writing and splashing I keep spilling out hardest fucks
Even you can't stop yelling for a moment they're stayin' sucks
Your opinion worth nothing for me, I told you
You should know that no support is also no connection
Dyeing walls won't help you hide me and be the family's awesome
You made me, cope with the outcome!
Being suave and chatting neighbors hide scars in front of them only
And since you enjoy ignoring me you make us both too lonely
I am here, beside you! Why can't you glance me at least this time?
I exist, I wanna hear you! I didn't do any crime but being yours
Even commands you don't order me to carry out
No rebukes or love or anything I'd like to hear you shout
Eating alone, playing alone, living alone solely for myself
Despite you here it's like nobody beside me kept
"Daddy! I need you! Why does everything like that?
Maybe I'm apathetic but I want my childhood's father back
I don't know who created this distance, I really don't remember
But during all the silent years I'm still your family member"
"It's OK" I see your lips but feel you have so many things to say
By embrace I feel recharging, we'll live together another day
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Attributed Fate and Weaks
Attributed Fate and Weaks / Original: Saturday, October 03, 2009 at 2:23pm
Slowly I reveal my head
Fearful of all surroundings
Slowly but not drawn I look
By my feet I'll reach the nook
So huge, so massive
A bit dizzy of the infinite hall
I make a step without any sob or yell
Why I feel this pressure on my shell?
Mighty scare is gripping again
That's how I go back my safe seat
Not my wrath but just a fright
You all allowed to hold me tight
Immature for this kind of space
Swaying from one's hand to other
I just entrench and let them rule and play
By my desires I'll live a different day
Besieged by the walls of (a) metal cage
With tones of grass skeptical I wait
Only a temporary piece in wheel of life
Mine is simple, theirs are long and rife
Besides all the wicked men I see my savior
Redeeming options and frees my soul
And when he's bringing me to a better place
I get how helpless is my goddamned race
Slowly I reveal my head
Fearful of all surroundings
Slowly but not drawn I look
By my feet I'll reach the nook
So huge, so massive
A bit dizzy of the infinite hall
I make a step without any sob or yell
Why I feel this pressure on my shell?
Mighty scare is gripping again
That's how I go back my safe seat
Not my wrath but just a fright
You all allowed to hold me tight
Immature for this kind of space
Swaying from one's hand to other
I just entrench and let them rule and play
By my desires I'll live a different day
Besieged by the walls of (a) metal cage
With tones of grass skeptical I wait
Only a temporary piece in wheel of life
Mine is simple, theirs are long and rife
Besides all the wicked men I see my savior
Redeeming options and frees my soul
And when he's bringing me to a better place
I get how helpless is my goddamned race
Monday, November 9, 2009
Blind Guardian
Blind Guardian / Original: Tuesday, September 29, 2009 at 8:12pm
Sitting shattered beside slime of a black place
Darkening away of the limelight for wait
Amusing piece on stage is the owner of charisma
Mesmerizing the rest and exact them to scream
Oh, how I lust for the glamour to blind me
Silently waving for awareness of crowd
Will I ever reach the valor to avow?
Let the avid in me jump outside and shout
Pinching the will which is begging to roar
Crying and yelling and asking to free
And while I grope for my bravery to rise
Reducing the concern and gaze at my clone
And rage of the locked heart is seething and bleeds
Frustrated and angry about the act he hasn't did
Wishing for the answer that above us never shown
And how I curse and wonder abrupt I see the dawn
Beneath shaky wooden block I am upset another day
Abusing my private brain and enabling its pain
Primary perception distorted will always stay
Polluted and tainted I don't belong to center
Oh, how I lust for the glamour to blind me
Silently waving for awareness of crowd
Will I ever reach the valor to avow?
Let the avid in me jump outside and shout
And rage of the locked heart is seething and bleeds
Frustrated and angry about the act he hasn't did
Wishing for the answer that above us never shown
And how I curse and wonder abrupt I see the dawn
Sitting shattered beside slime of a black place
Darkening away of the limelight for wait
Amusing piece on stage is the owner of charisma
Mesmerizing the rest and exact them to scream
Oh, how I lust for the glamour to blind me
Silently waving for awareness of crowd
Will I ever reach the valor to avow?
Let the avid in me jump outside and shout
Pinching the will which is begging to roar
Crying and yelling and asking to free
And while I grope for my bravery to rise
Reducing the concern and gaze at my clone
And rage of the locked heart is seething and bleeds
Frustrated and angry about the act he hasn't did
Wishing for the answer that above us never shown
And how I curse and wonder abrupt I see the dawn
Beneath shaky wooden block I am upset another day
Abusing my private brain and enabling its pain
Primary perception distorted will always stay
Polluted and tainted I don't belong to center
Oh, how I lust for the glamour to blind me
Silently waving for awareness of crowd
Will I ever reach the valor to avow?
Let the avid in me jump outside and shout
And rage of the locked heart is seething and bleeds
Frustrated and angry about the act he hasn't did
Wishing for the answer that above us never shown
And how I curse and wonder abrupt I see the dawn
Parallel to Flow
Parallel to Flow / Original: Saturday, September 26, 2009 at 8:41pm
I have to stop this kind of missing
Desist the worries about events I can't reach
There's nothing I'm really supposed to be, I guess
Why should I attend beside unknown others?
Bugged by their fun I feel the passing
Keep wanting stuff I can't get
Along this stream I walk and wonder
Am I live for joy and laughters?
I still notice them sometimes in my head
But for being unchangeable I'm not turning sad
Watch the floating, touch the green
Why I need this flesh I've never seen?
I hear about people's action and somewhere inside it's hurt
But there's a different between will and demand
They call it main goal of life, I name it "Addition"
Even I obtain nothing why should I ask for consolation?
My little journey parallel to river has come to end
The things in head moved to a darker site
Looking at the glitter of sun above water
I don't need the recent stuff, it doesn't really matter
So I won't attend beside people I don't know
I don't need flesh and skin and also not mercy
I wanna see laughters, I wanna rise and smile
My friends should be the answer for delight
Maybe stuff someone deep in me is begging to meet
But there's no dependence, without all I still won't give a shit
I have to stop this kind of missing
Desist the worries about events I can't reach
There's nothing I'm really supposed to be, I guess
Why should I attend beside unknown others?
Bugged by their fun I feel the passing
Keep wanting stuff I can't get
Along this stream I walk and wonder
Am I live for joy and laughters?
I still notice them sometimes in my head
But for being unchangeable I'm not turning sad
Watch the floating, touch the green
Why I need this flesh I've never seen?
I hear about people's action and somewhere inside it's hurt
But there's a different between will and demand
They call it main goal of life, I name it "Addition"
Even I obtain nothing why should I ask for consolation?
My little journey parallel to river has come to end
The things in head moved to a darker site
Looking at the glitter of sun above water
I don't need the recent stuff, it doesn't really matter
So I won't attend beside people I don't know
I don't need flesh and skin and also not mercy
I wanna see laughters, I wanna rise and smile
My friends should be the answer for delight
Maybe stuff someone deep in me is begging to meet
But there's no dependence, without all I still won't give a shit
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Inequality of Magic
Inequality of Magic / Original: Saturday, September 26, 2009 at 4:44am
Enable magic ushering us full peace
Swathing authority of damned illusion
Now we'll make it our reason for truly poise
Key of huge nation to find the release
This spell can guide us illuminating coasts
Glorify solution for our pain and distress
Septic ideas of rednecks divert us
Not deliberately red herring to curb
Plenty primitives (are) halting, no salvation to come
Banishing sooth from their point of view
To stop that I wanna show you this secret path:
Lets wise together guys, lets start read and write
Finally I see required process begins
By sleights and tricks I'll meet then the rescue
Cure years of dumbness and disabling powers
Years of skepticism against the magic's pure force
But all will be finished soon, you may see the progress
Magicians and sorcerers will get again the control
It's about to end, everybody can see the change
I feel it in air, percolation into minds of crowd
The supernatural is seething between all
Now leadership is planning the next action
Where do we go from here now?
Everything feels the same, there's no answer in law
Enable magic ushering us full peace
Swathing authority of damned illusion
Now we'll make it our reason for truly poise
Key of huge nation to find the release
This spell can guide us illuminating coasts
Glorify solution for our pain and distress
Septic ideas of rednecks divert us
Not deliberately red herring to curb
Plenty primitives (are) halting, no salvation to come
Banishing sooth from their point of view
To stop that I wanna show you this secret path:
Lets wise together guys, lets start read and write
Finally I see required process begins
By sleights and tricks I'll meet then the rescue
Cure years of dumbness and disabling powers
Years of skepticism against the magic's pure force
But all will be finished soon, you may see the progress
Magicians and sorcerers will get again the control
It's about to end, everybody can see the change
I feel it in air, percolation into minds of crowd
The supernatural is seething between all
Now leadership is planning the next action
Where do we go from here now?
Everything feels the same, there's no answer in law
'Till Death We Fight
'Till Death We Fight / Original: Wednesday, September 23, 2009 at 11:17pm
Beatitudes and bliss are hidden behind corner
Watch it, touch it, see the efficient act
Soon we'll meet triumph on its whole
I don't think otherwise, I won't let it fall
During terrible war years of anxiety and fright
Individual's will doesn't make sense
So by my own courage and ambition to rise
I'll fight 'till my death and I will shoot and slice
Hit, kill, destroy them for real
Do for your land as your part of the deal
In front line of my posse I'll run into their group
Smitten will be there amazed
Omission in otherside will let me begin
Remove some of their heads and put my sword in
Hit, kill, destroy them for real
Go for our land as your part of the deal
Bloodthirsty for gory deeds and more men to defeat
Terrific insane eyes will shine
Craziness's rising and increase(s) itself fast
But then I check my sides, goddam I'm the last!
Hit, kill, destroy them for real
Foe of our land will be eaten for meal
Encircled by enemy now I realize
Finally aware that the blood here is our
So if I won't reach bliss and won't see lights again
You all should know our state worth any pain
Hit, kill, destroy them for real
Do for our land as your part of the deal
Of life!
Beatitudes and bliss are hidden behind corner
Watch it, touch it, see the efficient act
Soon we'll meet triumph on its whole
I don't think otherwise, I won't let it fall
During terrible war years of anxiety and fright
Individual's will doesn't make sense
So by my own courage and ambition to rise
I'll fight 'till my death and I will shoot and slice
Hit, kill, destroy them for real
Do for your land as your part of the deal
In front line of my posse I'll run into their group
Smitten will be there amazed
Omission in otherside will let me begin
Remove some of their heads and put my sword in
Hit, kill, destroy them for real
Go for our land as your part of the deal
Bloodthirsty for gory deeds and more men to defeat
Terrific insane eyes will shine
Craziness's rising and increase(s) itself fast
But then I check my sides, goddam I'm the last!
Hit, kill, destroy them for real
Foe of our land will be eaten for meal
Encircled by enemy now I realize
Finally aware that the blood here is our
So if I won't reach bliss and won't see lights again
You all should know our state worth any pain
Hit, kill, destroy them for real
Do for our land as your part of the deal
Of life!
Friday, November 6, 2009
Perennial Tyrant's Punisher
Perennial Tyrant's Punisher / Original: Monday, September 21, 2009 at 11:37pm
Everywhere I see the spirit
Where ever I go it is still there
Following me, exploring for more
Surrounding left and right above head
My ideas failed, my life work is dead
Not an illusion but an object for real
Alongside my body, hunting my sins
Furious soul's tracing in the name of grief
Slit by her deadly fin I bleed
She's keep chasing for solution and pain
Disorder and chaos created by one
Needed misery for a true salvation
Bounded by sorrow of others she attacks
As their main scorn I am here to regret
Baronial emissary for them she'll be
I'll pay for my crime, justice for all in one... two... three.
Everywhere I see the spirit
Where ever I go it is still there
Following me, exploring for more
Surrounding left and right above head
My ideas failed, my life work is dead
Not an illusion but an object for real
Alongside my body, hunting my sins
Furious soul's tracing in the name of grief
Slit by her deadly fin I bleed
She's keep chasing for solution and pain
Disorder and chaos created by one
Needed misery for a true salvation
Bounded by sorrow of others she attacks
As their main scorn I am here to regret
Baronial emissary for them she'll be
I'll pay for my crime, justice for all in one... two... three.
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Separated Never
Separated Never / Original: Monday, September 21, 2009 at 7:56pm
She died
Quivering by the leak of sweat
Neglecting any care or fret
For last time turning off her brain
Relinquish for overpowering of bane
And now when she is quite frozen
I just look beyond the ocean
Through window, towards wavelets
Sky is halved by fly of owlets
Moon's retreating beneath the darkness
He died
Placed beside desiccated earth
As hell thirsty for the joy of March
Wish for replacing this mark of Cine
An era before he fell between the lines
And now when he is silently relax
Above grave are visible only few tiny hacks
Completely belongs to this plot of ground
Under surface he will never be found
Sun's rising over the state of forsakens
They died
Once at April, repeated on September
Nothing is alive yet but the friends who remember
A tomb parallel to tomb two of them there stand
Both together are now controlling the land
Side by side they live, side by side they fall
Eternal passion will never let them brawl
Follow each other, from soil to heaven
Won't be odd but always even
Soulmates' judgment is not to separated live
She died
Quivering by the leak of sweat
Neglecting any care or fret
For last time turning off her brain
Relinquish for overpowering of bane
And now when she is quite frozen
I just look beyond the ocean
Through window, towards wavelets
Sky is halved by fly of owlets
Moon's retreating beneath the darkness
He died
Placed beside desiccated earth
As hell thirsty for the joy of March
Wish for replacing this mark of Cine
An era before he fell between the lines
And now when he is silently relax
Above grave are visible only few tiny hacks
Completely belongs to this plot of ground
Under surface he will never be found
Sun's rising over the state of forsakens
They died
Once at April, repeated on September
Nothing is alive yet but the friends who remember
A tomb parallel to tomb two of them there stand
Both together are now controlling the land
Side by side they live, side by side they fall
Eternal passion will never let them brawl
Follow each other, from soil to heaven
Won't be odd but always even
Soulmates' judgment is not to separated live
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Pass Edge
Pass Edge / Original: Sunday, September 20, 2009 at 9:03pm
Onwards I fly to you
Fly direct down the rainbow
Through the valley, beyond all hillsides
I reach you leaving the riot behind
Running below the cover of sunshine
As I slice the layers of noonwind
Manned body will soon embrace you
Hurdle all limits for goal
Accustomed to your hovering brunette
On bridge I see it for real
After years of foul dread and anger
I meet this pure smile again
I sense eternity beside me
While my skin is sticking to soulmate
Lips don't release for a momentTraversed this chaos for you
Onwards I fly to you
Fly direct down the rainbow
Through the valley, beyond all hillsides
I reach you leaving the riot behind
Running below the cover of sunshine
As I slice the layers of noonwind
Manned body will soon embrace you
Hurdle all limits for goal
Accustomed to your hovering brunette
On bridge I see it for real
After years of foul dread and anger
I meet this pure smile again
I sense eternity beside me
While my skin is sticking to soulmate
Lips don't release for a momentTraversed this chaos for you
Monday, November 2, 2009
This Place #2: Escape
This Place #2: Escape / Original: Saturday, October 10, 2009 at 12:52pm
Few hours next to transparency
Bleary time of morning to purpose
Automatically feet brought me to hall
I felt the blessed phone call ringing
And as I raise my body upstairs
And the inanimate air stood
The knock on my back freed the day
I seized the happening until its death
For drives I don't feel any shame
Good feelings led by location
Its source will never be named "lame"
Simple people concealed outside
The ingathering of alternative genres
No falsity in saying it's required
Chapters which long ago became our grace
One day events to show fake but real face
Withdrawal from the routine base
Wielding my true hobbies with friends
When the smile arrived by himself
All let happiness control the system
For drives I don't feel any shame...
Clock kept ticking even battery low
Power of world's reign gradually divided
End of known in advance scenario
Group who fell apart 'till next time
And I've seen the green one coming
Road that veils my far away options
While I'm on it and wondering the past
No setback for delight, this is not the last
For drives I don't feel any shame...
Few hours next to transparency
Bleary time of morning to purpose
Automatically feet brought me to hall
I felt the blessed phone call ringing
And as I raise my body upstairs
And the inanimate air stood
The knock on my back freed the day
I seized the happening until its death
For drives I don't feel any shame
Good feelings led by location
Its source will never be named "lame"
Simple people concealed outside
The ingathering of alternative genres
No falsity in saying it's required
Chapters which long ago became our grace
One day events to show fake but real face
Withdrawal from the routine base
Wielding my true hobbies with friends
When the smile arrived by himself
All let happiness control the system
For drives I don't feel any shame...
Clock kept ticking even battery low
Power of world's reign gradually divided
End of known in advance scenario
Group who fell apart 'till next time
And I've seen the green one coming
Road that veils my far away options
While I'm on it and wondering the past
No setback for delight, this is not the last
For drives I don't feel any shame...
This Place #1: Stuck
This Place #1: Stuck / Original: Thursday, September 17, 2009 at 5:45pm
When pure gloom encompasses body
Feud is wrapping without guilt
Mind's advice is to fly away
But again I yield; I'll do it other day
Five, O', something...
This is the matching key
Five, O', something...
This is what I need
Feels like a duppy lives here
Silence, as even the deads sleep
I can't profane this state
Province of the inanimate one
Nine, six, three...
The certain way to leave
Nine, six, three...
Route to a still-alive spot
If I can't change terms
I still can change location
Ply money to get on the flight
And never do the same road back
Eight, four, something...
Right object to find the grace
Eight, four, something...
Long, exhausting, necessary
Passable fence, a block I can shift
Now or later this epoch will cross its end
I'll win the not exist foe of stillness
Belay your belts, drive begins
Five, O', something...
Nine, six, three...
Eight, four, something...
Bring me beyond horizon
Far away
When pure gloom encompasses body
Feud is wrapping without guilt
Mind's advice is to fly away
But again I yield; I'll do it other day
Five, O', something...
This is the matching key
Five, O', something...
This is what I need
Feels like a duppy lives here
Silence, as even the deads sleep
I can't profane this state
Province of the inanimate one
Nine, six, three...
The certain way to leave
Nine, six, three...
Route to a still-alive spot
If I can't change terms
I still can change location
Ply money to get on the flight
And never do the same road back
Eight, four, something...
Right object to find the grace
Eight, four, something...
Long, exhausting, necessary
Passable fence, a block I can shift
Now or later this epoch will cross its end
I'll win the not exist foe of stillness
Belay your belts, drive begins
Five, O', something...
Nine, six, three...
Eight, four, something...
Bring me beyond horizon
Far away
I Succumb
I Succumb / Original: Sunday, September 6, 2009 at 9:21pm
Fluctuating side to side
"RUINED" it resounds
"Haha", that evil laughter
"Pay for being careless"
That's the most sensitive place
The reason for not sleeping at night
The answer for depressed moment
I wasn't allowed to touch
I can't even see that
I'm not supposed to do
Freakin' out is not for sharing
And sharing is not for pain
Eradicated, that's known by all
Red herring won't make any different
Lying and wish doesn't change but fall
I made it, I understand every rage
Ineffectual supplications come nonstop
Groping for solution is still exist
Maybe absolution, something I won't meet
Awful, straight, I just lost my mate
It will become shaky and feeble
I guess it already does
Like running in circles 'till the end of time
That won't be accepted, exactly as a crime
Unstable on tattered chair
Know the world isn't fair
Daydream, while gazing air
Yet I depressed, forever I'll be care
Already dead, when I'm suddenly about to fade
No shelter, no room to hide
No way to turn churr into cheer
There's just one thing I wanna tell you here:
I'm a dickhead and an asshole
Another witless lame creature
A forlorn fool and tactless
And I don't deserve forgiveness
I love you
Or do I hate myself?
Fluctuating side to side
"RUINED" it resounds
"Haha", that evil laughter
"Pay for being careless"
That's the most sensitive place
The reason for not sleeping at night
The answer for depressed moment
I wasn't allowed to touch
I can't even see that
I'm not supposed to do
Freakin' out is not for sharing
And sharing is not for pain
Eradicated, that's known by all
Red herring won't make any different
Lying and wish doesn't change but fall
I made it, I understand every rage
Ineffectual supplications come nonstop
Groping for solution is still exist
Maybe absolution, something I won't meet
Awful, straight, I just lost my mate
It will become shaky and feeble
I guess it already does
Like running in circles 'till the end of time
That won't be accepted, exactly as a crime
Unstable on tattered chair
Know the world isn't fair
Daydream, while gazing air
Yet I depressed, forever I'll be care
Already dead, when I'm suddenly about to fade
No shelter, no room to hide
No way to turn churr into cheer
There's just one thing I wanna tell you here:
I'm a dickhead and an asshole
Another witless lame creature
A forlorn fool and tactless
And I don't deserve forgiveness
I love you
Or do I hate myself?
Last Rural Murdered
Last Rural Murdered / Original: Thursday, September 3, 2009 at 7:21pm
In red-ways empty town
Soulless body is lying down
Leftovers scattered by a ghost
Hungry worms surround the lost
Slowly fear and fright appear
No chance to make it clear
Foot and penis side by side
Shrank together and not in mind
Limpid blood is out of stock
Nothing alive behind the block
No more life along these streets
Last one smashed by rammer's head
Ripped on ground it quickly rots
Eyes are leaking from murky holes
Worms are fat and blood is gone
No life in this town, It was the last one
In red-ways empty town
Soulless body is lying down
Leftovers scattered by a ghost
Hungry worms surround the lost
Slowly fear and fright appear
No chance to make it clear
Foot and penis side by side
Shrank together and not in mind
Limpid blood is out of stock
Nothing alive behind the block
No more life along these streets
Last one smashed by rammer's head
Ripped on ground it quickly rots
Eyes are leaking from murky holes
Worms are fat and blood is gone
No life in this town, It was the last one
Extinguishing
Extinguishing / Original: Tuesday, September 1, 2009 at 11:48pm
I ponder if it will ever come back
Once I had it, and then I've lost
A special chance to make it better
But this got ruined too, unsurprising thing
Chats won't be the same
Sharing together may stop now too
All changed by a wrong word to come
Didn't blow up, but just blew out, remote
Now it feels like fade away time
Not by choice divided again
And even if condition would be better
There's no goal, and all meaning is out
Wonders and wishes won't help
Past is unchangeable hither and thither
I don't know if I give up or accept
I also don't know if just alive it kept
I ponder if it will ever come back
Once I had it, and then I've lost
A special chance to make it better
But this got ruined too, unsurprising thing
Chats won't be the same
Sharing together may stop now too
All changed by a wrong word to come
Didn't blow up, but just blew out, remote
Now it feels like fade away time
Not by choice divided again
And even if condition would be better
There's no goal, and all meaning is out
Wonders and wishes won't help
Past is unchangeable hither and thither
I don't know if I give up or accept
I also don't know if just alive it kept
Undirected Strike
Undirected Strike / Original: Sunday, August 30, 2009 at 8:50pm
Without an intention to harm it happens
A sensitive heart is being sliced
Without any meaning or plan
An important kith is now damaged
Suddenly there're no words to come out
Nothing to raise her soul upstairs
While the injure is deep inside the mind
Probably it's insolvable, and letdown around
No idea how to show I wasn't mean
Friends don't need a sword or peens
They don't hurt each other, not for real
For sure it's not wise, but it's a feel
How to explain I don't own a weapon?
Make her relinquish my foolish act
And maybe, maybe I just have to wait
And hope she'll forgive, and it's not too late
Without an intention to harm it happens
A sensitive heart is being sliced
Without any meaning or plan
An important kith is now damaged
Suddenly there're no words to come out
Nothing to raise her soul upstairs
While the injure is deep inside the mind
Probably it's insolvable, and letdown around
No idea how to show I wasn't mean
Friends don't need a sword or peens
They don't hurt each other, not for real
For sure it's not wise, but it's a feel
How to explain I don't own a weapon?
Make her relinquish my foolish act
And maybe, maybe I just have to wait
And hope she'll forgive, and it's not too late
Painful Reminder
Painful Reminder / Original: Sunday, August 30, 2009 at 7:53am
Technical I'm standing there
Surrounded by laughters and some guys
Technical I have to enjoy this rare time
Actually I just need to run or fly
It may be assertive for girls
Holds it like a kind of shield
And behavior not the same
We lead our results to mental shame
Not a part of, not the favored choice
Sends clammy senses instead of fun
And when an aggressive really touch
Body and mind both feel this ache that much
Maybe it's just a reminder of cheerful days
Of an era which just passed and went away
By sitting here, when time's not standing still
I need to be at home, and hope it wasn't real
Technical I'm standing there
Surrounded by laughters and some guys
Technical I have to enjoy this rare time
Actually I just need to run or fly
It may be assertive for girls
Holds it like a kind of shield
And behavior not the same
We lead our results to mental shame
Not a part of, not the favored choice
Sends clammy senses instead of fun
And when an aggressive really touch
Body and mind both feel this ache that much
Maybe it's just a reminder of cheerful days
Of an era which just passed and went away
By sitting here, when time's not standing still
I need to be at home, and hope it wasn't real
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Make Demons Leave
Make Demons Leave / Original: Friday, August 28, 2009 at 11:07pm
Faster, firmer, run down to south
Over the soft-shiny white
Through the glittery frozen fields
Flee from the deads, right to the forest
Feeble ululation is coming from west
New destination appears in once
The female tailless is about to fall
Now it's needed, the wolf's silent prowl
The strong crimson is in her hand
Like she's staring into space
It's not only a meaningless gaze
But a wondering, piece of thought before jump comes
Faster than wind I pushed her back
Diverting amber eyes to evil's face
Sky is completely grey by demons' shade
Threatening to cause them to fall and black
A metal axe was thrown and missed
Inflexible arrow did the same
Bloodthirsty bear has shown up
Smashed them both by hit of palm
Remaining one was last to leave
Seizure of valor suddenly arrives
By sec' the crimson is owned by her
"It's the redemption" she screams, and stumbled down
Pure freedom controls sky now
Vow of tribes being heard by all
Stressful day passed, the land is clean
Trees are waiting now, leaving hour is here
Faster, firmer, run down to south
Over the soft-shiny white
Through the glittery frozen fields
Flee from the deads, right to the forest
Feeble ululation is coming from west
New destination appears in once
The female tailless is about to fall
Now it's needed, the wolf's silent prowl
The strong crimson is in her hand
Like she's staring into space
It's not only a meaningless gaze
But a wondering, piece of thought before jump comes
Faster than wind I pushed her back
Diverting amber eyes to evil's face
Sky is completely grey by demons' shade
Threatening to cause them to fall and black
A metal axe was thrown and missed
Inflexible arrow did the same
Bloodthirsty bear has shown up
Smashed them both by hit of palm
Remaining one was last to leave
Seizure of valor suddenly arrives
By sec' the crimson is owned by her
"It's the redemption" she screams, and stumbled down
Pure freedom controls sky now
Vow of tribes being heard by all
Stressful day passed, the land is clean
Trees are waiting now, leaving hour is here
Back to the Box
Back to the Box / Original: Wednesday, August 26, 2009 at 2:03am
It's easier there
Nothing can hurt the rest
No info to jump into crowd
Locked in defined rooms
Nothing can pain again
Storm's bounded inside
Run back and forth
Without makin' harm
Wonders of depressed moments
Contain baseless diagnosis
Will insult no more
Nothing will shout too high
No damn voice will let them down
It's the time to hide it all
Time to stay below thick skin
It's easier here
Oh, and I? Keep my stuff private
It's easier there
Nothing can hurt the rest
No info to jump into crowd
Locked in defined rooms
Nothing can pain again
Storm's bounded inside
Run back and forth
Without makin' harm
Wonders of depressed moments
Contain baseless diagnosis
Will insult no more
Nothing will shout too high
No damn voice will let them down
It's the time to hide it all
Time to stay below thick skin
It's easier here
Oh, and I? Keep my stuff private
Wonders of Remaining Days
Wonders of Remaining Days / Original: Tuesday, August 25, 2009 at 6:22pm
For a short moment, I thought it may happen
Last chance to ramble on random streets
Across the unknown places of far away
But as usually it vanished and won't return
It's time to send summer to its way
Let the guaranty back to other's hands
A seems-too-short season has come to end
Now we put on chains and routine, again
Clear desire to send them once my gaze
Abrupt won't be accomplished, we can't pass the haze
Permanent won't get canceled by any cry or pleas
Fail known in advance, and I can only fall to my knees
We're being stuck, without an escape road waiting
Nothing can rescue from that powerful control
So if I could ask for one thing, something to be changed
I want to shortly glance them, and give a cozy hand
For a short moment, I thought it may happen
Last chance to ramble on random streets
Across the unknown places of far away
But as usually it vanished and won't return
It's time to send summer to its way
Let the guaranty back to other's hands
A seems-too-short season has come to end
Now we put on chains and routine, again
Clear desire to send them once my gaze
Abrupt won't be accomplished, we can't pass the haze
Permanent won't get canceled by any cry or pleas
Fail known in advance, and I can only fall to my knees
We're being stuck, without an escape road waiting
Nothing can rescue from that powerful control
So if I could ask for one thing, something to be changed
I want to shortly glance them, and give a cozy hand
Leading Sense
Leading Sense / Original: Sunday, August 23, 2009 at 8:49pm
Below all linings
Under layers of skin
Over the strongest walls
Something's beating
You feel that, you know it's there
Annoying but also alluring
And it doesn't leave
It doesn't let you go
These soft touches
Tickling around your stomach
Unpredictable reactions surround
Significantly,
Something's leading you
And maybe it's not bad
Even necessary
Painful but also addictive
You don't let it go
You let it stay
Until it fade away
Arrived once but won't return
You've felt something
You faintly had a way
Suffering you enjoyed of
And when the meaning is gone
You're free now
And you forever want it back
Below all linings
Under layers of skin
Over the strongest walls
Something's beating
You feel that, you know it's there
Annoying but also alluring
And it doesn't leave
It doesn't let you go
These soft touches
Tickling around your stomach
Unpredictable reactions surround
Significantly,
Something's leading you
And maybe it's not bad
Even necessary
Painful but also addictive
You don't let it go
You let it stay
Until it fade away
Arrived once but won't return
You've felt something
You faintly had a way
Suffering you enjoyed of
And when the meaning is gone
You're free now
And you forever want it back
Forget
Forget / Original: Thursday, August 6, 2009 at 1:17pm
Just go straight forward
Make them signs of past
Shadows of the old days and no more
Don't turn back
Don't become a pillar based on salt
But even they was left behind
And you look at future or beyond
Mind doesn't let them go
Future's standing still
Brain cannot forget people
Just go straight forward
Make them signs of past
Shadows of the old days and no more
Don't turn back
Don't become a pillar based on salt
But even they was left behind
And you look at future or beyond
Mind doesn't let them go
Future's standing still
Brain cannot forget people
(T)here
(T)here / Original: Sunday, August 2, 2009 at 12:03am
Green hills under the bright sunlight
Max the dog's strolling across the dead lane
Tall cypresses far beyond whisper by wind's movement
Silence
It's not silence of freedom, it's not bliss
There are no people out there
Look at the other side of scale
Boredom
Sweat is killing you
Trash's thrown along the dirty road
Assertive people that can never be nice
Tumult
It's the noisy happening that leads me there
Many kinds of people existing there
Many kinds of activities
Green hills under the bright sunlight
Max the dog's strolling across the dead lane
Tall cypresses far beyond whisper by wind's movement
Silence
It's not silence of freedom, it's not bliss
There are no people out there
Look at the other side of scale
Boredom
Sweat is killing you
Trash's thrown along the dirty road
Assertive people that can never be nice
Tumult
It's the noisy happening that leads me there
Many kinds of people existing there
Many kinds of activities
Meaningful
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