Parallel to Flow

Parallel to Flow / Original: Saturday, September 26, 2009 at 8:41pm

I have to stop this kind of missing
Desist the worries about events I can't reach
There's nothing I'm really supposed to be, I guess
Why should I attend beside unknown others?

Bugged by their fun I feel the passing
Keep wanting stuff I can't get
Along this stream I walk and wonder
Am I live for joy and laughters?

I still notice them sometimes in my head
But for being unchangeable I'm not turning sad
Watch the floating, touch the green
Why I need this flesh I've never seen?

I hear about people's action and somewhere inside it's hurt
But there's a different between will and demand
They call it main goal of life, I name it "Addition"
Even I obtain nothing why should I ask for consolation?

My little journey parallel to river has come to end
The things in head moved to a darker site
Looking at the glitter of sun above water
I don't need the recent stuff, it doesn't really matter

So I won't attend beside people I don't know
I don't need flesh and skin and also not mercy
I wanna see laughters, I wanna rise and smile
My friends should be the answer for delight
Maybe stuff someone deep in me is begging to meet
But there's no dependence, without all I still won't give a shit