My Weakness

My Weakness / Original: Friday, October 16, 2009 at 8:58pm

Ambiguity story which never ends
A shadow against the side who needs
See four years reappear in front
Shall I rout that fate of you?

Carry me somewhere safe, anybody
Guard me of the silent finish beyond
Permanent life I'd have to change once
There's no enough grace beside the rest
Private pact between me and myself is saying
Stop letting simple words and wishes fade away

And I sense of the weakness because this voice
Shattered and aware of the shade I can't defeat
It's routine again, repeated over and over
Couldn't be with you longer, time for you to leave
Maybe I need this broken desire by the stronger
I don't reach love, but I still reach hope

Since 1 September 2005 'till now, I still grope for solution. No reason for weakness but the word named "feel". Its words are the most painful, its short funny face can raise my bliss inside. And I doubt if even real love will destroy this thing.You are unreachable. Forever I'll search for you.